by Kent-GuerinXC on Mon Oct 24, 2011 1:44 am
Evaluation of my senior cross country season
I'm still evaluating what happened Saturday and I think I figured out why it happened. Futsum called me after my race on Saturday, wishing me the best in the future. In my discussion with Futsum, we talked how the Lord acts in funny ways. Whether it's by getting a season ending injury, having a bad race, or losing a shoe, he always knows what's best for you.
I think the reason he ended my season 'short' this past Saturday is to once again prove to me how hard you must work to get to the very top level. Don't get me wrong, I worked as hard as I possibly could have this season under my conditions, but I was still limited due to coming back from injury/other factors. My maximum mileage week my entire season was only 52 miles, and that was in the first week of October. I was only able to run 62 miles for ALL of June: the entire mileage of that month was less than what I ran in some 6-day periods last year! Throughout much of July I was not able to do as many intense core or strengthening workouts due to rehab from the double-sports-hernia surgery. And then once the season got under way, I had to back down on my long runs as well as workout intensity for much of August due to having the pneumonia. To the abilities I was able or allowed to perform, I worked as hard as I could have. However, this was not nearly as much as I had worked in years past.
My junior year, I did a core workout every night from July 1st till November 25th. That's right, every night: I was very determined to be great. Along with this, my mileage would get relatively high, hitting as much as 340 miles for the whole month of August and 302 in July. It was evident that I was giving 110% effort the entire season, from workouts in the pool to tempo's on our 5-mile loop, I was doing everything I possibly could to be the best runner I could be. Due to some limitations my senior year, I wasn't able to train the same way.
[/b] Therefore, Hypothetically speaking[/b]
Let's say I made it to the state meet and got on the podium this year. If I got a 14th place finish (just throwing a number out there) I could have looked back at myself and said, "Man, I hardly trained in June, did not have as strong of a base as last year, didn't get in as much mileage and didn't work as hard (in theory) as last year and still placed the same. Why work at that level if I still get roughly the same results?" (Remember, that is how I could have looked at it...could have, not saying I necessarily would have). Getting roughly the same results off a much lighter intensity of training could have changed my opinion on distance running for the worse: I take it as a blessing this did not happen then.
I think the fact that I didn't make it to the state meet taught me the lesson that you truly have to work above and beyond the common high school athlete it you want to be an elite runner in the state of Indiana. You can't just go through the motions and expect to have a spectacular season in this state: you have to give a truly uncommon effort if you want to be great.
I do not want this post to take away from the fact that I was still very dedicated in aspects that I had control over. Every night I would do about 1 hour of maintenence work. This was a combination of ice bathing, static stretching, foam rolling or using 'The stick'. Once my physical therapist allowed me to do core workouts again, I was doing my core workout every other night for the months of August and September, and every night in October. I also remained dedicated to my infamous runners diet. I did not have fast food, junk food, soda, or preservative based foods from August 1st to October 22nd. (The only exception was that of a celebration dinner/lunch with the team, when after a good race we would hit up Cici's pizza or something). Even though I was not able to put in as much mileage, I still ate healthy, dedicated time to keeping my body feeling fresh, and did what I could to get to bed at a decent time. However, I ultimately was not able to do as many workouts this year compared to last year. When my team was having two-a-days getting in extra mileage, I wasn't able to join them. When I last year I would go out on 13-mile + runs on Sundays, I would go out for 5 or 6 miles this year instead.
I don't want you guys thinking I blew off this season and didn't work hard, I still worked as hard as I was able too, but that was ultimately a different level from last year. My team was commonly outworking me though this year which obviously paid off by getting out of sectionals! My teammates were getting the extra mileage in all June, July and August. They were doing core workouts with St. Vincents when I could not, and we spent extra time mentally preparing for races. I ultimately just was not able to train at a level I had been accostumed to. I trained at a level that made me a fairly good runner, but not a great runner. And to make it to the state meet in Indiana, you truly have to be a great runner. This is a subtle remainder on what it takes to be great.
Accordingly, I would like to take this time to renew my pledge of dedication to distance running excellence. You better believe that I will be working my 'you know what' off all winter in pursuit of distance running excellence. I want to go out there and do everything possible for my team. Whether that means doubling, tripling or just focusing in on my own individual event I'll go out there and do it. I want to go outside of the state (Arcadia Invitational, New Balance Indoor Nationals, Kansas Relays, etc.) to prove to other states that the best runners come from Indiana. I want to go out there and take care of all my un-finished business! The semi-state race has left a sour taste in my mouth, and I can't wait to go out there and do something truly special. I want to accomplish my goals in memory of all the other runners that have given me advice throughout the years: I want to go out and make James, Walden, C-Mart, Shields, Dylan and all those dudes proud of what I've accomplished. Cross country season was fun, but this upcoming track season will truly be great. And most importantly, I want to do it in name of my school and my state. I want to represent my school in the best way possible, and become something that distance runners in this state can take pride in. (It's fun to go on college visits and say that my state meet last year had a runner go 1:49 and 4:04, as well as a 2-mile consisting of 5 all-americans and 6 sub-9 runners. I wanna be that guy.)
I know, this post was rather lengthy and mostly redundant, BUT I appreciate you for reading it anyways LOL. It's almost 2am, I'm having a classic case of runners insomnia (the first night's always the worst).
Either way, I'd like to thank you for reading this. Hopefully Drake puts this up on my other blog page.
Hopefully I live up to my goals, and will make my team, friends, family, and state proud of my accomplishments. We'll find out.
Best of luck to all my competitors and friends as their seasons continue. I'll be rooting for all of you - to my close friends of Tate Schienbein, Conner Sorrels and to my barely acquaintances, I wish everybody a happy Lavern-week!
Just doing what I can to represent Indiana track & field.